I thought of you today.. I texted but no reply.. so I texted the next best person to see how you are.. She said you’ve been in the hospital for a month..

I broke down and cry in the tram. I even forget about the stressful and overwhelming day I had. Knowing you’re trying to win this battle on your own. Just breaks me. Each time I see you, you’re all smiles.. Little did I know, you’re battling such a huge test.

I wish I knew sooner. I wish. but what could I have done? Your acting is amazing. You are going for a treatment this week. So I pray to Allah that He will make it easier for you and relieve you from all your struggles that you’re battling. I know it’s not easy.

[2.284] Whatever is in the heavens and whatever is in the earth is Allah’s; and whether you manifest what is in your minds or hide it, Allah will call you to account according to it; then He will forgive whom He pleases and chastise whom He pleases, and Allah has power over all things.

Before I left you last June, I hugged you extra tight and told you to take care of yourself. I already knew then but I know you wouldn’t want anyone to know. So I pretend I didn’t.

I miss you, A.